what do you believe in?

and you taught me what this feels like 

and then how it feels to lose it

and you showed me who i wanted

and then who i wasn't

and you ticked every box

and then drew a line

and you weren't mine to begin with

and you looked like everything i wanted

and then became something i hated

and you get thought of every day

and then not in a good way

and you let me leave

and then wish i'd stayed

and you almost killed me

but i didn't die