Sunday, 30 July 2017

plan C is often better than plan A

fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter 

you are used to your features, you don't know how beautiful you look to a stranger 

so many struggles are invisible 

balance ambition with contentment 

we look at each other like we're about to kiss 

it is quite possible things will turn out far better than you could imagine 

merely touching you is enough - is best 

forgiveness is never easy. it doesn't mean that what they did was okay. it doesn't mean that the pain they planted in your heart was okay. it doesn't mean that they got away with it. it just means that you decided to stop allowing their pain to affect you, anger you or drag you down. forgiving them means that you've accepted that it was their choice to hurt you, it is their burden to bear. not yours. you did not make the choice to be hurt. and you did not deserve it. you should not carry their burden with you. leave it behind you. leave them behind you. 

Sunday, 23 July 2017

i can and i will, watch me

you didn't break her darling, you don't own that kind of power 

there are some things you don't learn about yourself until you let someone else into the most intimate places of your heart 

i have talked myself out of you so many times and still, it must mean something that i never had to talk myself in

a year ago, you did not know today. you did not know how you'd make it here. but you made it here

i'd rather chill and talk about the universe 

don't be afraid to catch feelings 

what is meant for you won't pass you by

who hurt you? my own expectations 

Sunday, 16 July 2017

teach peace

take it day by day. don't stress too much about tomorrow 

you are going to live a good and long life filled with great and terrible moments that you cannot even imagine yet 

keep some room in your heart for the unimaginable 

there's always something good coming, remember that 

no matter what your current circumstances are, if you can imagine something better for yourself, you can create it 

it's just - why her? 

zemblanity: the inevitable discovery of what we would rather not know  

there are people you haven't met yet who will love you 

Sunday, 9 July 2017

i hope wishes come true

everyone is interesting with the right questions 

i don't want to fall in love anymore, i feel like i'm constantly repeating myself; telling people my favourite songs, showing them my favourite movies and TV shows, my favourite colour, places i like to visit, just everything. and i'm tired of repeating myself. i don't have the energy anymore. i don't want to give people parts of me only for them to become strangers again

be so good they can't ignore you 

i didn't do it, but if i did, i was drunk 

let go of expectations. let go of your attachment to outcomes 

determination + imagination = magic 

you make the small moments special. life is not going to be full of heart throbbing thrills and non stop adventure, but when it slows down, i'll know i can sit with you, talk with you, or hold your hand, and still feel like i'm going 1000 miles an hour 

suddenly she realised that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be 

Sunday, 2 July 2017

what if

some days, i wonder if you're still missing me. other days, i wonder why i'm still wondering 

the universe can be cruel when it needs to be
it always explains later though 
when enough time has passed 
and you're ready to hear it 

sometimes you have to play the role of a fool to fool the fool who thinks they are fooling you

i never used to feel like this

i love the way she does nothing and still takes over the entire room 

always action chemistry. it's rare and precious 

i no longer force things. what flows, flows. what crashes, crashes. i only have space and energy for things that are meant for me

i've had too much to drink 
i've had too much to think 
and you 
something i never get enough of 
is what i always want 
even when 
i am full of something else