Saturday, 28 May 2016

change your energy


sometimes it's better to react with no reaction 


something in me wants more. i can't resist 


never underestimate the power of a well timed kiss, such magic can change the world


so little of what could happen does happen


let it all go. see what stays.


Sunday, 22 May 2016

how dreamlike things are


let her tell stories and dance in the rain, somersault, tumble and run, her joys must be high as her sorrows are deep, let her grow like a weed in the sun


everything comes to you at the right moment. be patient. 


i never thought to find you in my madness - anais nin


Saturday, 14 May 2016

oh. okay.


i am not the same soul as i once was. a lot had to change. so you shouldn't expect out of me what i embodied in the past. for that part of me no longer exists 


breathe. focus. try again.


deep down you already know the truth


perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood 


you're not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness


most things will be okay eventually. but not everything will be. sometimes you'll put up a good fight and lose. sometimes you'll hold on really hard and realise there is no choice but to let go. acceptance is a small, quiet room


let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. it will not lead you astray 


i have a thousand things to say to you, and a thousand reasons not to


Sunday, 1 May 2016

go go go


actually, i can 


we don't mean to hurt each other but we do. and perhaps no matter how right we are for each other, we'll always be a little bit too wrong


it's time to remember what it's like to feel alive 


the world carries on without you but nothing remains the same 


sometimes the best you can do is just remain silent because no words can explain the battle that's going on in your heart and mind


we would be together and have our books and at night be warm in bed together with the windows open and the stars bright 


you did't love her.
you just did't want to be alone. or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. or, or maybe she made you feel better about your life. but you didn't love her. because you don't destroy the people you love 


she had blue skin, as so did he. he kept it hid and so did she. they searched for blue their whole life through, they passed right by - and never knew


be brave enough to hold onto hope that life will be beautiful again 


Sunday, 24 April 2016

just breathe


hey little fighter, soon things will get brighter 


inside every person you know, there's a person you don't know


you can tell so much about a person by the way they leave you 


the best is yet to come


see you in hell, sweetheart 


it is ever so beautiful to be strange. to do things differently than others. to see things in a rare light. to me, that is such a gold to carry 


and she smiled and her face was heartbreaking 


things will get better 


Saturday, 16 April 2016

i want quiet thunder


but then i remembered, in the midst of my laughter, how i wanted to tell this story to you. and i was sad again


always be kinder than you feel 


we have all hurt someone tremendously, whether by intent or by accident. we have all loved someone tremendously, whether by intent or by accident. it is an intrinsic human trait, and a deep responsibility, i think, to be an organ and a blade, but, learning to forgive ourselves and others because we have not chosen wisely is what makes us most human. we make horrible mistakes, it's how we learn. and it is inevitable. 


Sunday, 3 April 2016

move me


words are in my not so humble opinion, our most inexcusable source of magic, capable of inflicting injury and remedying it


sitting next to yours like taking a sip of eternity, the sun, the stars, the sky, never tasted so good 
- Christy Ann Martine 


i miss you. no, let me correct that, i miss the old you, the one that cared about me