Sunday 30 July 2017

plan C is often better than plan A


fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter 


you are used to your features, you don't know how beautiful you look to a stranger 


so many struggles are invisible 


balance ambition with contentment 


we look at each other like we're about to kiss 


it is quite possible things will turn out far better than you could imagine 


merely touching you is enough - is best 


forgiveness is never easy. it doesn't mean that what they did was okay. it doesn't mean that the pain they planted in your heart was okay. it doesn't mean that they got away with it. it just means that you decided to stop allowing their pain to affect you, anger you or drag you down. forgiving them means that you've accepted that it was their choice to hurt you, it is their burden to bear. not yours. you did not make the choice to be hurt. and you did not deserve it. you should not carry their burden with you. leave it behind you. leave them behind you. 


Sunday 23 July 2017

i can and i will, watch me


you didn't break her darling, you don't own that kind of power 


there are some things you don't learn about yourself until you let someone else into the most intimate places of your heart 


i have talked myself out of you so many times and still, it must mean something that i never had to talk myself in


a year ago, you did not know today. you did not know how you'd make it here. but you made it here


i'd rather chill and talk about the universe 


don't be afraid to catch feelings 


what is meant for you won't pass you by


who hurt you? my own expectations 


Sunday 16 July 2017

teach peace


take it day by day. don't stress too much about tomorrow 


you are going to live a good and long life filled with great and terrible moments that you cannot even imagine yet 


keep some room in your heart for the unimaginable 


there's always something good coming, remember that 


no matter what your current circumstances are, if you can imagine something better for yourself, you can create it 


it's just - why her? 


zemblanity: the inevitable discovery of what we would rather not know  


there are people you haven't met yet who will love you 


Sunday 9 July 2017

i hope wishes come true


everyone is interesting with the right questions 


i don't want to fall in love anymore, i feel like i'm constantly repeating myself; telling people my favourite songs, showing them my favourite movies and TV shows, my favourite colour, places i like to visit, just everything. and i'm tired of repeating myself. i don't have the energy anymore. i don't want to give people parts of me only for them to become strangers again


be so good they can't ignore you 


i didn't do it, but if i did, i was drunk 


let go of expectations. let go of your attachment to outcomes 


determination + imagination = magic 


you make the small moments special. life is not going to be full of heart throbbing thrills and non stop adventure, but when it slows down, i'll know i can sit with you, talk with you, or hold your hand, and still feel like i'm going 1000 miles an hour 


suddenly she realised that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be 


Sunday 2 July 2017

what if


some days, i wonder if you're still missing me. other days, i wonder why i'm still wondering 


the universe can be cruel when it needs to be
it always explains later though 
when enough time has passed 
and you're ready to hear it 


sometimes you have to play the role of a fool to fool the fool who thinks they are fooling you


i never used to feel like this


i love the way she does nothing and still takes over the entire room 


always action chemistry. it's rare and precious 


i no longer force things. what flows, flows. what crashes, crashes. i only have space and energy for things that are meant for me


i've had too much to drink 
i've had too much to think 
and you 
something i never get enough of 
is what i always want 
even when 
i am full of something else